Ive been so in my head lately. I can see myself but then again i don’t.
Yeah me too….
People are telling me I “look great”and that”i’m really coming down”. I even got a “you look a hundred times better-( insert side eye)”. But I JUST DONT SEE IT. I feel more critical of myself now than when i was over 400 lbs. Or maybe I didn’t see myself as big as i was and this is a wake up call.
I dunno. I just don’t feel I’m doing well at all. I look at myself and I just see what’s wrong. Lumpy hips and tummy. The enviable arm flab. Ugh.
I know you aren’t supposed to compare but I look at others on this journey and they look awesome! And i don’t.
I know this isn’t constructive. I know all of the things you are supposed to say to someone when they are dragging themselves through the mud- but here i am, Dragging away. And i cant seem to stop this particular tune from playing in my head…..